Energy musings? Here? Now?
The plain truth is… I can’t even. I can’t even find the words, the positive spin, the neutral place from which to translate the complex layers of information that come in. Usually, I can find a thread. Something digestible that others can take in, can breathe into, and can expand with. But now the landscape has changed. Completely. Unidentifiably. I honestly can’t even write the date at the top of the page anymore. As each new day passes by it feels like another grain of sand slipping through the hourglass of Time.
I don’t mean to sound negative or depressing. I don’t feel that actually. But it is a difficult, ugly, brutal truth out there. One that feels like it doesn’t need to be repeated. I don’t even want to describe it.
There are those who need to protect themselves with blankets of hope, optimism, promise. Those who need to get angry and riled up and move to political action. Those who need to cry, and feel, and maybe even “wallow”.
I get it. I get ALL of it.
I can’t say to you: Don’t Wallow… get up and do something! I can’t say to you: Don’t be Naive… face the truth! I can’t say to you : More anger won’t help: Find your inner Peace! Although all of this has merit.
And the one guiding principal I feel, is we have to respond differently. Different from our habitual responses. As you go through your process and tap into your triggers (emotion? depression? head in the clouds? anger? blame? conspiracy? paranoia?), know that they are there to teach you, that why its OK to hang with them for a little while. But then, it is up to each of us to see them, these triggers, for what they are …. and to clear them. Now.
In the energetic field, when I tap into the voices that always guide me, I hear one thing over and over and over
“It was never supposed to happen like this”.
But here we are. Here We Are.
This is all I can tell you.
Here we are.
And as you are going through your own process of reconciliation, understanding, and knowing… look for me. look for others. Maybe, just maybe, through this dense fog of illusion, we will see each other. And your eyes and my eyes will meet. And in the meeting we will know. We will know how to stand in this new place, how to take steps forward, how to be. And as we reach for other, we will find others. coming together, one at a time. And as we come together, our joining of breath will clear a space in the fog. And in that clear space, we will create an opening for more and more people to come. Slowly, slowly, regaining our discernment and re-creating this world, from the inside out. Re-Evolving as a species and a planet.
Old habits die hard. Are you finally willing to let go of yours?